ok i'm breaking my own heart here

i don't do this very often but every now and then i read something i have written and think my god that's good.

once i read an interview with dwight yoakum. and he said how he's in love with his own voice. and even though it sounds so arrogant i can understand it.

here's a link to two short essays i wrote over the period of five or so years, both titled "spring break."

i think there may be information there for you. you will also notice a sentence that could be omitted or changed but probably won't be since even though i have no qualms about editing anything years and years later, this particular sentence will probably remain as it is since i live in hope.

http://3dogs1bone.blogspot.com/2009/10/spring-break.html

(i thought quite possibly that i would do a little dance with despair today. then i read my essays and now there's no fucking way. get thee behind me satan. you fucker ;)

mom

ps this email will be posted at my current blog called "takes a truckload of faith to get by" which is short on posts, the last being "how to make an instant egg sandwich" and the handful before that all about j...

http://truckloadoffaith.blogspot.com/